Deep rivers run quiet.

I don't think i have been this happy in a long time; lets keep it this way.

:]

What a beautiful day.

ive almost got all of my christmas shopping done and i just made the greatest tshirt.
this friday is going to be fun


im going to read

ABU

i worked for nine hours yesturday
and i worked til about ten oclocktonight

im at the mall way too much


i really want to find these tennis shoes
and im excited to decorate the angelstand for christmas

1984 is a good book.

mother mae me noodle salad
im happy

iwanttoseethisbeautifulboyy

my house smells like christmas

one hundred and fifty dollars, out of my pay check, fuck that.

just a few thoughts..

Important memories, not-so-important memories, totally useless memories: theres no distiction---they're all just fuel.


i got scammed at work last night, of coarse that sort of thing would happen to me. i really need to get myself a television. ive read four books in the past week, and the library needs to rethink their hours. i love how everyone likes to take advantage of me, in all sorts of situations.


i cant wait for winter to be over with

<3

"Love is a promise, love is a souvenir,
once given never forgotten, never let it disappear."

" I dont want to start thinking again. Not like i have this last week. I cant think again. Not ever again. I dont know if youve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but i want it when i get like this. Thats why im trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning."

hmph.

uhm.